Monday, September 25, 2006

im bgening to tinnk iamm autsitic wit myi badd speollings.

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Technically, my life's a tragedy. Not a sin. Quote an irony, i know. I'll be replacing this blog soon with a newer and fresher one that is not that much clustered with suicidial-ansty posts.

Here's a thought to ponder. What is the point of keeping a blog? So every voyeuristical soul can peer into your life? I wonder. I have had a depressing entry today about her (again, yes i know) but Janice reminded me that though life's not all sweet, it can only be better.

Yeah, i thought life's like a fucking amusment caroseul, or a damned russian roulette right now to me. Spinning the odds to you today, whichever way it ends up, it decides your fate for the day. Black, draw, or white.

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

It's disappointing to know how some friends chose to let you down sometimes when you go all out to help them, and all they do is to turn their heads back on you. When i say this, i do mean people from the yester years, and the people i'm currently with today.

Oh yeah,did i mention before about this particular song that crept into my window media player one day? I never tried listening to it cuz i thought it was just another one of those promotional singers out to ware their tracks. And strangely ( and very much incidentally ), the song could not be deleted as much as i wanted to.

But, ladies and gentleman, enjoy boston-augustana. It is one of those revelations you never knew you would find least you chance upon them.

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Sunday, September 17, 2006

This has gotta be the video of the year. Up you, fucocking clowns :D

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Time does fly when you least notice it. And time flies when you are occupied with work and all things non-mundane. Seems time is the essense after all.

Last night at MOMO was by far one of the best nights of clubbing ever. It was the first time ever that i've seen a good crowd of hunks and flygirls, and the crowd only thinned after 5! Now that's a first. The service and the alcohol had a lot to be improved on, though. Made a few friends here and there, didn't really mingle round, made a few hottie friends ( yeah, hottie! ), had a blister on my foot for enduring 5 hour of endless fun. Life really ought to be this good everyday till i enter U.

Laters.

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

peng cheng, the not so great, says: Life is a terrible journey of uneven paths. No one knows where the hell you will go, or where the fuck you will end up at. So why the fuck are we even bothered to putting emphasis on perseverance? Because you dictate the journey you travel, and the destination you end up at, that's why. Because life is already one sick fuckening long ardous road to the land of wonderland, thus, we need to take paces, smoke, drink, fuck, procreate ( or anti-create for prevention believers ), and then pretend to be angels our the way to join the la-la-land.

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

It took a run to make me realise it's far more worthy to channel your ill-feelings to positive thoughts to motivate oneself.



And what i really meant to say to you was, I am and never had been over you and this person you saw the other day was the very same person that loved you this much this deep 1 year ago. But seemed you have underestimated your timed motions and intentions. Your deterrance is working baby, it really is. I'm starting to dislike you more everyday, this i'm no longer hiding.


I'm feeling fucking jaded, and it only makes me want you more. I fucking miss you. ( and yes, fucking seemed the only expression worthy of quoting my current mood it seems )

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Monday, September 04, 2006

it's over.
it's all fucking over.

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

min, do pray tell what's going on. I'm worried aight.

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Friday, September 01, 2006

Do you miss me?
I hear you say you do
But not the way I'm missin' you
What's new?
How's the weather?
Is it stormy where you are?
Cause you sound so close but it feels like you're so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I'm left imagining
In my mind

kiss the rain..

The problem about the lack of sleep ( and the need to attend camp thereafter ), is not about the iron-willed attempt to stay awake. It's about staying sane. And the craziest thing was me not wanting to rub that insaneness off ; it kinda was like a sick perverted wontoness in me wanting that wicked awakeness to stay on, like a drugged adrenelin that's gotten hooked.

All i got in the entire day was this yearning for .. her .. and all i could think of in camp today was crying. Don't ask me why. i didn't cry in the end of course, but i ended like looking like a fucking zombie lumbering round camp.

Some interesting random facts about today and yesterday.

1)I'm home alone for the rest of the week! Yay and oh no.. yay because i'm free, oh no because i'm fucking scared to be home alone. Sucks really to come home to a quiet home.

2) Some @#$@# (girl) friend of my friend asked me in MOS yesterday if i was... GAY... WAH LAU EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .. cannot like that la seriously.. it's like really the upteen time i've been asked that question already la!! All i did was just to slime roger ( good friend ) and wanted to kiss him..... but that was all... gay tendencies.. don't we have them occasionally.. huh.. huh..

3) yesterday was the longest time where the crowd was relatively alright EXCEPT THERE WERE NERDS IN THE CLUB!! What the fuck.. speccccciesss ... as in the serious book worm type. They were walking around with their specs like they were in a library, and get this.. they were BROWSING THE CLUB la.. like.. oh.. this cage.. i like.. hmm.. cannot la .. the floor not classy enough. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

ok. weekends here already.




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