Thursday, August 31, 2006

Nothing has changed, much.
You're still as beautiful as ever,
and i'm still the insecure jerkass.

Perhaps the only change within us is the fact that we are growing. And growing apart.

When i saw you today, i threw everything into the wind and told myself that YOU were the reason why i am still in love with you.

Thank you for meeting me today, and no thank you for playing it cool like you have been doing for the past couple months.

Tonight was certainly a walk down memory lane.

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{xoxo}

Sunday, August 27, 2006

amidst our conversation last night, you asked me why i couldn't let go still.
I thought about it.

and told myself that you are irreplacable, and no one can ever be as special as you are.

I'm just praying i get released by thursday.

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{xoxo}

Saturday, August 26, 2006

I was just wondering if that one day i would ever spot you in a club and if you would be at the freshie's party for your school this year.
The next moment you tell me you are the organiser for the freshie's party next week.

Oh i played it cool... yes i played it so cool..

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{xoxo}

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Truth is,
no one will pick you up when you fall, no one will be there to cushion you when you tumble, no one will be there to save you from your troubles.

Because the truth is,
everyone will just say it's ok, and life carries on-whether you like it a not.

I said before i'm no longer 18 coming on 20 ; i'm 20 going 30.
It's no longer about growing up and dreaming, it's more about fulfilling my ever-so-lofty dreams.
I have a 1001 of em dreams, i beckon life to keep em flying.

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Alcohol to me is somewhat like an anti-inhibitant ( coined ), all the supressed emotions, confidence, all rages out at one go. Subtle alcohol dosage makes me feel i can fulfill my dreams. Over dosage just makes me wants to pinch the girl next to me and punch the guy next to me :) so random this crooning..

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{xoxo}