Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Sunshine in my window, that's what you are, my shining star.

I wanted to post a picture of you and me and the world underneath, but its sad that we hadn't got any up on line. It doesn't matter anymore, never would, never will. I'm silently afraid of entering the army, not because of the tough regime or whatthefucksoever, it's just that a part of you in me is gone. No more 10pm home-fetching routine, no more home-made watery lemonade, no more pouting when i see you ( when all i want to do is embrace your beautiful smile ). I'm sorry for not being there when you wanted me to, i'm sorry for making you feel sorry when you couldn't be there for me, when i wanted you to. Fact is, we all have led different lifestyles, and are moving on to another.

I'll miss you nucklehead. Thanks for being there for me for the past 8 months. Thanks for loving me, and trying to love a fellow nucklehead like me. Thanks for roughing it out through the bad, and the badder times. It hasn't been the bestest picture i've always wanted to paint, but really, the best moments were spent with you. Thank you Min Min, for letting me be what i am.

You make me feel i'm on top of the world
Telling me i'll go far
That's what you are
my shining star.

I love you.

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Monday, August 29, 2005

Big news coming up......

I'm gonna be enlisted to BMTC SCH 1 on the 10th of Sept! I dunno what the fuck all this shit means, all i really care about is that i hope i get posted to some kick ass camp where all the fuckheads are all the sons of ministers or doctors or what the fuck la. I'm gonna miss all my shit in my life, and baby baby baby, boy am i gonna miss you :(

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To my dearest darlingofafuckhead, Caine ng Yuan peng, my other unseperable twin, happy birthday! Even though you might be the fucking oddest oddball around who still don't share your soup with me, i still love you. :))))) wakakakakaka Love you bro see ya this fri.

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Sunday, August 28, 2005

I think in everyone of us, there is a control-freak nature in us. She's a time-management control freak, while i'm controlling myself not to be a control freak.

In the process, we would inadvertably, oversee certain key-points in the relationship. Not every outing is strictly that damm time-restricted, and not all of us need to rush into making love ( every pun intended ).

Love making ( pun intended again ) is a flair. And loving itself, is master art.

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

I have quite a few items on my list to mention, but i'm exhausted.

So all i shall say today is, i don't think there's anything left for me to pick up after. It's virtually all gone. I don't think you'll ever "change" for me.

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Why can't i control myself when it comes to you?

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Friday, August 19, 2005

Losing two closest people in my life within the span of two days stinks. And fucking hurts a lot. One is gone forever to sunny california, the other to a better place. I've been penning up my feelings a lot, but with so much pent-up feelings in my heart, it was not hard to shed a tear or two, even if boys don't cry. At the airport just moments ago, everything seemed so heart-wrenching, so unreal, even if there were hypocritical spoilers to ruin this beautiful picture.

I say Goodbye Anjali, but remember the ending of everything is the start of something new.

And it applys to you to Min, go venture into a greener pasture. At least we know we left, loving.

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The reality has sunk into me only shortly after.
It has always been " so you sail away, into the grey sky morning ", but you've always sung it " so you sing away". I thought it was halirious, but all this will not matter now anymore. I'm leaving.

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

I now work 12 hour days, and in total clock 16 hours outside of my house daily. Which leaves me 8 hours of spare time to do unneccessary things in life. Like blogging, which takes up 30 mins of my time, cable television which takes up another 2 hours of my life, and another 3 hours to think about you. Which leaves me only half and hour of sleep. I am an extremely tired person. So right now, i shall embrace, my game of yahoo pool, before sleeping. Good night everyone. Pictures will be up soon!

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

Ripped off caine's blog, thanks pal.

This is the (uncompleted) story of the lives of the FRIENDS, to be relieved and reminisced in the yonder years to come.

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Friday, August 05, 2005

Shit happens in the club.
I couldn't help but think why my mind was clouded with you the entire time.

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twas a jolly party.
Happy birthday nana! May you remain our beloved malay always!
Special thanks to the following : Xiayan, for the bottle. Caine, mark, eugene for sprucing up the party. And to Jelly, lydia pravin(s), its great seeing you guys after a while! Hope you guys are doing aight.

Many happy returns nana! Hope you and the rest are feeling better as i'm blogging this shit :)

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Thursday, August 04, 2005

Working at TCS ( my current place of work ), has its perks, and its negativity. The perks being the obvious, that i see stars every other day that it gets almost monotonous. The down-side of it of course is idiotic over-zealous fans. Particularly that of the chinese superstar show that they are holding right now over channel U. I was just reading about this loser-singer guy in the papers today, someone who resembled the life-span of jerry ong of the singapore idol's - talentless, but long-lived. And guess what, i saw him today, again! For the second time at the reception counter. No wonder he has managed to extend his stay in cadecott hill more than he should. His PR (ing) skills were exemplary, its to the rate of amazing. There he was, posing like a mega-star, signing autographs, smiling like a millionare ; and as i brushed past him, i was like WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE. The receptionist gave me a very peculiar stare, BUT I SWEAR I SAW A SNIGGER DAMMIT.

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It's the first minute to our 7th anniversary, and we quarrelled over what seemed to be, a petty issue on my part. How fucking great.

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