Monday, February 28, 2005

Puked a grand total of wat, 6 times? ( maybe seven )
Let's see what i had last night.

1 jug of beer with cigratte ash.
1 waterfall.
1 glass of lychee martinee
1 sugar drop. aha i love that one! ;)
1 house special ( vodka concocted with lime and some stuff )
1 glass of chocolate martinee
1/2 a mug of beer and that was it.

95' had to see my puke :P

One of the happiest days in my life. Thank you guys for the surprise party! Even if it wasn't that surprising cuz i knew you guys had it all planned before hand. Many thanks to: Woon, daniel, Alvin, grace, Sam loel, Sam wong&gf,nina for coming down to celebrate with me sneekily. And to my dearest dearest dearest babyyy minmin haha. Thank you so much for making my life so beautiful, thank you for all of this baby girl, even though i thought you were just some pretty girl when i entered the pub. :D I love you so damm much. And yes, i wish i could do the sugar drop mucha more often!!

Then it was
1 BIG portion of
gong gong
la la
hokkien mee
oyster egg
squid
veggies
etc

I couldn't finish a lot ( damm! ) cuz i was already very pukey. So when more food came into me, Newton, had to see my puke.

Thank you so damm much for everything you guys. :)))

Can't wait till WEDNESDAYYY!

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Saturday, February 26, 2005

Lucie silver- Breathe in



I feel like I'm dragging you down a one way street
I don't know which ways up
All I ask of you is to stay on your feet
That should be enough
If we stand around it could pass us by
We could give up now, and never even try

To breathe in life and breathe out
Like tomorrow is today
Breathe in life and breathe out
It's not so long to wait
Breathe in life and breathe out
Wipe the dust from your sweet smile
And breathe in life
I just want something real
I can hold onto
I believe its near

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Never knew i could experience stress even over a silly job like telemarketing. I guess ever small a job is, it still encompasses responsibility and dilligence. So today was the very first day i actually raised my volume over a customer ( sack liable ), but amidst all the frantic storming of tempers, i give myself a mere pass for the incident closing. The poor girl cried in the end even, but really, that was no excuse for screaming at me in the phone when all i was trying to do was to assist her in the speeding up of her work order. Dammit.

Mucha gracious to my two wonderful person in my life right now.

Woon: my supervisor i'm in love with. You're the best la k. ( and no i'm not trying to pat the horse backside you fuckface ) Always solving my cases and helping me to *cough* do stuff which i'm not really suppose to be doing. >D

Minmin: The tower of my strength, the love of my life. Remember you're the complimentary partner of meee. Thank you baby for tolerating with my tempers. Love you so much baby girl.


That's about it, still trying to hold a grip on my life right now, trying my best not to act like a 18 years old little juvenile trying to prove a point, trying my best to control my fucked-up temper. It's 19 in a week's time. I don't want to grow old, i want to grow wiser.

Laters :)

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Thursday, February 24, 2005

so i ask myself, where did love go?
has it been hibernating like the siberian bear
or down the river nile that it flows?


and i know where it went, it went away like the gust of wind, not with my temper, but moulded by it. I can't believe my baby puts so much, so hard into it, and there i am, destructing the mould of our love.

Where did love go.

*and when i see you crying do you feel my heart shattering.

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WANTED:A NEW JOB

Scope of job: Marketing, law, advertising.
Time i'll come to work: After 1pm.
Guy you gonna get:Smart but lazy fucker.

Enquire within.

Uh, i'm serious about the want of a new job by the way you condescending unbelievers. This current one holds little prospect to me anymore. The working hours are excellent ( which job actually allows you to start at one?! ), the pay is pretty alright, and the people you meet are, well let's just put it as sophisticatedly unique ( like every workplace will be ), but the monotony of it all is somehow dawning upon me already. I'm everchanging, and so are my ideals for a job. I guess i'm gonna either be stuck in starhub for a while till i enrol into the school of protecting the nation, or find another one soon. I need a breath of fresh air, and new challenges i shall partake in. Please, do ring me shall there be such a wonderful job vacancy, and i sincerely appreciate your kind helps.

Back to reality.

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I fused, and blew up, again. For the 100th time. I'm gonna take it upon myself to blog everything i blow up to see how fucked up my temper is. I'm sorry.

And i retract my previous post baby. You have every right for the testimonial. Ironic how it is that i've turned the tables, and am being shit-pissed about stuff, when you should be the one being angry with me.

I think i just want to sign on soon la. Fuck NS, fuck work, fuck my gaddam life.


I'm way past my expiry date. Someone come claim me now.

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Monday, February 21, 2005

Haven't got the mood to blog lately, its been sleep, work and the usual, boring stuff. Nothing happening in my life right now, no clubbing, no drinking, only working.

Have you ever felt the tension slowly mounting, even when everytimes seems fine, somewhat? The saying goes: Before the storm is a sea of calm. I'm waiting for the fuckin' storm la. Borrrring.

And dunno what's been up with me lately, my temper's gotten the worse of me. Now wheeerrr is the beeerrrr and the prozaaccc.

I need more lovin'.

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

I love you like i love vanilla,
and i need you like the desert need the rain.

I love the way you love to stare with your adoring eyes
love the way you laugh and giggle.
I love the way you mess my hair, love the way you show you care
love you for being just who you are.

Thanks for loving me baby. Imma loving you lots too.
<3

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Sunday, February 13, 2005

Random quotes today. ( like baloothemooses' ), to lazy to blog full but too much inside.

Woeful temperments/and i'm sorry baby, bare with me, valentine's day! / cny gatherings, new friends/ love songs for a lonesome soul/ baby don't you cry/ pjc! / bye

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Friday, February 11, 2005

Shd keep my temper in check, shd keep my temper in check, shd not be a muthass. sigh.

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

So my fucking previous post got deleted. Wtf is wrong with blogger and stuff? Get publicly listed and this is how you repay your adoring fans? cb. anyhow, the previous blog was about trust between two couples and such, and how irritating it is when your girl ask you if she could hang ard with that friend of hers ( guy of course ). You couldnt possibly say no without being absolutely unmagnimous, and yet you want to fuck the fuck outta the guy too ya know. So it always ends up to be a chicken and egg question ( plus the morality issue attached ) and the issue of trust comes with it without an inch of doubt. Round one with a decent victory ensure, my baby's not going out with that guy ( friend/long time never see one/buddy/nothing's gonna happen one ), knowing the jealous/demanding/annoying person that i am, but i appreciate it a lot baby. Thank youu. :)

So i do hope these couple of days have been a fruitful one for you guys, angbaos and all :)

*edited @ 1203 Given the opportunity to place her shoes into mine, what would i have done? argh. I hate thinking over such redundant and meaningless issues.


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Saturday, February 05, 2005

Its one of the those wonderful days

Won 4d !! yayyyy ... company shared lottery ... each person with a minor winning of $80 ++ i think but still :D first time!

The usual catching up with friends and such, like andy.

Falling in love with you, again. I think i'm falling deeper in love with you everyday :) *winks to you baby girl if ya reading this. I love you.

That's about it you folks, sorry for the lack of updates, just that my life's been revolving ard the same ol' work, rest, work. You guys have a great CNY week ahead. :)

Listening to: Spandau ballet-true / nelly-and dey say ( cover rip )


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Tuesday, February 01, 2005

sometimes the easiest things we take for granted until there gone we realized we even had it for real, for real, for real.

Nelly-and deyy say

go listen. Beautiful background, lovely lyrics.


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NEWS FLASH!!!

Singapore’s loan shark industry openly backed the proposal to build a casino yesterday, saying it would contribute greatly to their growth.Association of Hardship Loan Operators and Neighbourhood Gangsters (AHLONG) spokesman Dr. Chao Ah Beng told the Ministry of Finance today that the loan shark industry would benefit tremendously from the setting up of a casino.“We know the Gahmen say the casino will bring in tax revenue, lah, employ people lah, bring in money that is lost to Genting Highlands and casino cruises, lah, all that sort of thing,” said Dr. Chao, “But it din’ch realize the casino will also boost our industry, which is another good reason for setting it up.”Dr. Chao, who lectures in money-laundering and grievous bodily harm at Hoot U, the Geylang-based tertiary institution for bengs and lians, said the casino would enable the loan shark industry to diversify and upgrade its existing line of products. “Last time, we all lend people money to pay off their gambling debts,” he explained. “Now, with the casino, we can also offer them high interest loans to afford to pay the entry fee to get into the casino in the first place.”Dr. Chao also predicted a rise in their traditional service of debt recovery. “I would definitely invest in pork futures. With more gamblers, it makes sense that there will be more debtors, and a corresponding surge in demand for pig’s heads.”Dr. Chao also announced that Hoot U hopes to sign a memorandum of understanding with the proposed casino. “The casino sure need bouncers to keep the riff-raff out, ah lians to attract the high rollers, heavies to hoot cheaterbugs, that sort of thing, and Hoot U is the region’s premier producer for manpower in these sectors. So we hope to establish an internship on-the-job-training programme.”In other casino-related news, legendary Las Vegas casino operator Harrah’s has announced that it will be changing its name to “Harry’s” in order to improve its bidding prospects for the Singapore project.


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