Monday, January 31, 2005

Fu xin de nan ren.

I conquer reality with unreality. How queer.

Bathing time!


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Thursday, January 27, 2005

Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?


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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

I'm glad i actually mustered enough courage, to say what i wanted to say. Yesterday was by no means a stupor, but what i truly felt from the bottom of my heart. I'm really sorry baby.



Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me.



Even as the angel drifted away,
he perched the devil's skin over his.
But deep down inside him,
he wept.





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Friday, January 21, 2005

under the starlight starlight*
we'll be lost in the rythm so right,
can you feel my heart tonight.

love you baby, i really do :)


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Thursday, January 20, 2005

15 yrs ago, i wanted to be an astronaut. Down the road in life i found myself gradually neglecting the dream, for it required brawns+brains ( which i have neither ), and the knowledge of science ( which i, when placed mildly, simply dislike ) was quinessential.

And then 5 years ago, i told myself i wanted to become a lawyer, and a criminal lawyer at that ( and how could i forget Ally Mcbeal aka cool funkeh lawyers were my role models ). I see my next viable dream slowly diminishing as well.

Well, all is not lost of course. I'm really looking forward to a new course in life, that being Marketing of course. Suddenly, i'm all too interested in sales figure, promotions, customer interaction and shit. So Woon, if you are reading this late into the night, stop freting over sales, stop pulling the shit out of your poor hair its in a pathetic state already, and hurry to assist me into granting an internship with starhub marketing before i get fired for
a) Coming to work 1/2 to 1 hr late everyday
b) Checking toto/4d/soccer results on the job
c) Absolute laziness

Thanks woon! Don't fire me anytime soon! x)


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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

As i came back from a swim, i saw congregates of uniforms gather. Reunion of best pals-posted to different varsities. Perharps its the temporal detachment, or rather the unfamiliarity which bonds past friendships together again. But it is undeniable that when new friendship enters into their circle of life, old ones are forgotten, or at best scantily reminisced over.

I wondered to myself then, where do people go when they grow?


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when all i could see, and listened to, was the sole musician playing his ware down the asymal streets.


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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Perharps the only thing worth mentioning today on my blog is the veryverynice florist auntie down yewtee market ( yes call me cheapo but i don't see any florists ard yew tee, no? ). I was about to purchase two stalks of roses for my darling when she was like ( in mandrin ) " i'm not selling you any roses today becuz they are not nice today! "

*smiles at me, and i smiled back.

" BUT you have to preorder your roses for valentine day this time ard, OK? "

*smiles. :)

And right now, the big hoo-ha in the office between so and so, i'm trying my best to ignore it.


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Saturday, January 15, 2005

fuck laa. Its not funny when your dad suddenly tells you he'll be out of job on the 2nd of march la. Caustic comments like " hey its my birthday! " doesn't really help as well la. cheebye.

" I hear you say you do, but its not the way i'm missing you. "


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Friday, January 14, 2005

Sitting at staircases opposite MS ( could be any other street in sg really. )

Me looking stoned and bored.

Police: Are you drunk?

Me: No ( i wished i were. )

Police: Ok then why look so stoned?

Me: Bored la.


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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Behind that sunken heart lies a vindicatedly-cynical smile. Doesn't matter, a drink cures all. And i'm sure that makes sense as well la.

Listening to: Unremixed version of cityhigh-caramel ( point to note: don't you so think some songs are best un-mixed? )



Mira (So can I get your number?)Mi amor me ama biente encantara si quisieras lo tendras(I don't know what you said, but I like it)Dondequiera, soy notadalo que que me hayo me consigoY morena, ojos negrosY sonrisa soleada

Everywhere I go I'm spotted
And everything I want I got it
5'5 with brown eyes
Smile like the sunrise

Spanish, sweet. ( i don't know what you've said, but i like it ) .



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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

i don't feel like working.
I feel like going back to school,
to complete my uncompleted life.


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Sunday, January 09, 2005

andi'vestillgotsomethingtosayla.

FUCK LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaARRRRRRRRGGHG
GGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh.

K g'night.


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Happy birdday dad. Knowing that you'll probably never read this, but its ok, as long as you are happy i'm aight with it :)

Another busy week next. hmmmmz. Anyone's have got a john grisham book to spare, please?


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Saturday, January 08, 2005

Feeling really, heart-heavy.
You know the kinda feeling that makes your heart, heavy?
I dunno why.
Maybe its because i'm still harbouring excessive baggage on my shoulders.
Maybe its because i'm still worrying too much.

I'm sorry for making you so worried yesterday baby.
Pardon me will you,
and thanks for the beautiful card&heart you made.
You're the best baby girl.


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Friday, January 07, 2005

the silent rain symbolic of my feelings, silent and meloncholic.

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Tuesday, January 04, 2005

One, you're like a dream come true.
Two, just wanna be with you.
Three, its plain to see
that you're the only one for me.
Four, repeat steps one to three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever i believe my work is done,
Then i'll start back at one.

I luv you baby. :)


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Monday, January 03, 2005

one year ago i told myself to be in school one year after.
one year after i was left, despairing like i did the year before.
Becuz life sucks, the very person that i am.
I feel so fucking lost right now.
Why?


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Sunday, January 02, 2005

60 hours and counting. Overnight party, overnight majong, soccer match. Mynmmar's match was seriously worth every cent. The fights, the brawls, the actions. wahlaueh. i nearly didn't wanna go becuz i was almost zonked out at home already.

The bed is almost calling out for me.

It's sometimes hard to love that special one, knowing full well that she's special not only to you, but to a whole fuck load of people as well. Fuckit. Was so overwhelmed by this ovebearing muthafucka today.


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Saturday, January 01, 2005

48 hours with 6 hours of sleep only, and barely surviving. Owells, it was really really swell catching up with my primary school buddys over new year days, and god knows i've told a couple of secrets in the past hours muahaha. ShaaaaaaaaduplaaaOk :) . and i'm kinder a lil groggy, a lil only. ok la. damm shagg.

Off to starhubb, my second home, now.


Change is inevitably unavoidable, only to what extent does it matter.


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