Thursday, April 29, 2004

The world's all falling into bits, and pieces. Like, singapore's collapsing right now, and all i can think of right now is my education ( or the lack of ). Sigh.

I hate school. There's no denying that. Its only sadly after 1.5 years of mundane, redundant failing journey into the education system, where i've (somewhat) resigned to the fate that perharps, i'm more suited for the polytechnic life more. Afterall, 7.30's are so not me, having tests are a big no-no, and ultimately i seriously feel i'm not touted towards this path in life.

But so what? Like i said, i'm resigned, DAMMIT. I'm regugitating all the fucked up information that the rigidly screwed up system so fucking set to torture all of us poor students so i can obtain that illusive A level cert to promote me into the faculty of my choice. Note the irony.

I have never been a model student. I even question myself of being a student. But fuckit, i'm into another 1.5 years. So fuck the system and fuck the world.

ahh. That felt so good.

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Tuesday, April 27, 2004

pwoah. Master Chef Tan has finally perfected the art of the perfect salmon dishing ( not that its a difficult dish to whip up ) but pwoahhhh the hot salmonn melting against your mouth..... pwoahhhhh pwoahhhhhh salmon rocks.

Erm.. is it just i or is the whole world's tag board down?

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Monday, April 26, 2004

Something light for all you morons reading my blog today :P Personally, i found something as nonsensical as Dilbert phiosophical at times! ahaha. Strange but true. And of course, its hilarious.

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Not very good peng cheng, still not much( actually nothing ) at all done. Darn. And dear o charlene had to remind me we have a econs test tml. Argh. Midnight oil everyone!

Never mind. More dilbert comics to keep me entertained on a soccerless monday night.

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Urgh. Baked salmon desire the entire day today. Qualmed in a jiffy no less by master chef Tan. Though a tat over-done, the craving was too overwhelming to ignore. A bit of salmon, some packed duck rice ( quack quack ) , dinner is served. :)

Shall touch on my work later, and do a bit of reading. I've got a lot of catching up to do. Oh btw, I'm planning a chalet in the midweek of June probably at Sentosa. Interested parties kindly leave a note behind.

Till later, there are lots of thinking to do. A lot. After what happened in school today.

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Thursday, April 22, 2004

Its upsetting to know that your friends the band major @ esplanade this monday; And all you have ever achieved in life was an o level certificate.

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Drained out, and wondering how this world is so fucked up at times.
Anyhow here's a pretty darn stupid retort to caine's racist joke i thought of whilst having a nasty PE lesson ( after a damm long time )

Have you been seeing Louis Armstrong anytime these days?
Answer: Neh, less he starts smiling.

Part 2

Have you been seeing Louis Armstrong's wife these days around too?
Answer: Neh, not anyone, not even louis himself.

Editor's note : No offence taken :P

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Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Don't pretend you didn't see me now. Don't even try. It irritates me. And yes. It hurts.

Phil Colins- Take a look at me now.

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Monday, April 19, 2004

-peng cheng yearned for Fish&co the entire day- ; nasty.
The wonderful feeling of the grilled fish ; salivates.
Calamari ; dreams.

Fish&co&Fish&co
I need you.


They say the heart's a magical object. How thus can someone actually hold promises; and break em. It's tragic.
I can never do that.

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Sunday, April 18, 2004

jiaqi: at daniel's hse now.. waiting for 8 to reach then goin hm..slacked the whole day.. didnt really do my flyer job at lot 1 today.. really feeling guilty at the moment... but nvm coz it'sreal tiring.. now tt i noe pengcheng's blog's password n userid he's dead.. coz i'm so gona blog craps everyday..


pengcheng: Your a biatch.



jiaqi: stop scoldin me tt alrite?? u ******* ****~!! (figure out urself)

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Saturday, April 17, 2004

I've figured this's gonna be another boring sunday just relaxing at home, so early blogging results. Sundays are best spent at home, with a nice mocha/coffee with choco chips, accompanied by that handy stero of yours. Nefty&unwitty conversations are sweet. And like how whipped cream tops a smooth mocha, sundays are best completed with your love one(s) around, either cozing up to him/her, or just simple tender showering of love.

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First and foremost :I'm really sorry for making my dearest friends worry about me all over again. I really appreciate each and every of your help. I'll be fine soon thanks.

Today was rather fun. Was supposed to go down to accompany jiaqi for a while, but seeing that she was all alone in lot 1 distributing flyers, i helped her! So nice of me right. haha. But flyer distribution's seriously tiring no joke. To top it all off being the ultimate fear(er) of rejections, i really really abhor the few who snubbed my offer of the flyer. I pointed middle finger and punches at some. Really lucky to escape any form of arguements. haha.

Tomorrow i shall be nice again and help jiaqi out. Those who miss me, go down lot 1 btw 6-9 ok ! X)



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Friday, April 16, 2004

When you're down and out, nothing seems to be working well for you.



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Thursday, April 15, 2004

Nothing's been fine. Everything's collapsing like a pile of cards.
To all who currently owes me money: Peng cheng needs it back. Urgently. Please return to him in sch asap.

Nevertheless, couldn't help but be left musing over what happened in sch today. So erm, who was it, velda? or lauren? or yokes who picked up the wallet we saw. Then to become honest citizens, we decided to return to the admin office to have it placed to its rightful owner. Who was dammmmmmmmit in the office coincidentally, chatting right next to us. So being really clever, we returned the wallet right to the admin auntie and tada. Claimed instant recognition. Though all i actually want is to get the honesty certificate. hahaha. And we pleaded with the owner not to report the lost so soon. Like maybe ten minutes after we placed our lost report. hahaha.

oh. I'm quite infauated with the model from polo lauren blue the fragrance right about now. I think she's absolutely gorgeous.

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Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Ain't got much to blog lately, nothing is going well, cept for the fact that i have fantastic friends all around to be there when i need them to. So here's a special and much much deserve shout out to my dearest darlings: Caine, nana, anjali , lauren eugene. Thanks for being there at the downest points of my life. Heartfelt thanks to laykwan for the note. And to Sarah, nice of ya to drop by after a long time! ;)

Thanks to all ya sweetie who have made my life so wonderfully bearable even though i'm currently going through trials of tribulations.



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Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Here's an angry entry.
To all who: think my blog sucks/ hates me ,

FUCK OFF

Other than that, those who can live with me, please kindly add your distinguished name to the guestbook by signing it! Thank you.

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This peng you're seeing is totally changed dear. Are you suprised? Or have you already anticipated this unavoidable change? This is one of the stages in life whereby you'll either go right, or go wrong.

I've choosen the wrong path and i'm falling deep into the abyss of hell.

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Monday, April 12, 2004

Dear lord. Cease my existence hereforth. My futile life serves no meaning, no more.

Why art thou create a reject?

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Tired. Figuratively, and literally.

Studied, yes, world. I studied from three till five at the library. But to no avail cuz i realised Koh's notes was so brief, it's briefer than my erm, brief. Which reminds me, i wrote a rather brief essay for GP today. Shit. I'm screwed la.

Thanks to laykwan for the encouraging note. Its really sweet.



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Sunday, April 11, 2004

Next time try this.

Whenever your hp/ or a housephone with caller id rings, dont look at the dialer's screen. Pre-empt in your mind who you really WISH the person would be calling.

The person is the one you truly love.

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Friday, April 09, 2004

I cleaned out my closet, and this was what i found.

A different corner

Turn a different corner
we would never have met
we see a different sky
but we often dream the same dreams
If i had taken a different path
meandering from the main into two aside
I would never know what it feels like
to have a hand hold your own
or that my heart could ache so at the
mere thought of you

.....

Turn a different year
where things have changed
but somehow seem the same
I'm older now, not wiser
perharps more foolish than ever
perharps i yearn for things in life i'll never attain
perharps i am selfish
often i cry out to understood
and to understand, but somehow you never seem to hear
I forgive you, but often it is me who needs to be forgiven
i know how that loving someone too much is not a good thing
If it means loving yourself less, and losing your soul.

.....

Turn a different corner
I would never wish of your existence
we could never be together
and would never comprehend the stars hurts in a brillant sky

.....

The rest they say is history
but history is past that often returns and haunts us all
I remember things i wish i'd forget
I remember your face when i least expect
Things move past you, they turn and spin
into different corners, different dreams
to different tunes, and suddenly i'm dancing
with a different yu.


And somehow i wish for things to turn back
but somehow they've turned a different corner
and i find i breached the point where
you wish for what you never had.

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Is this, where the story ends abruptly.
Where the shadows of its beginning starts to fade,
and the ending, beginning to form.
I'm losing grip of reality.

For obsolete promises holla to be heard,
Dreams, becoming merely disillusioned nightmares.
I'm crying out to be heard,
For i'm losing control.

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Wednesday, April 07, 2004

This entry's probably not for the faint hearted and i mean every word i say. That- laters.

Today's probably the worst day of my life. I'm supressing the extreme urge to vomit from my fucking headache which just got me reeling all over the world. I got into rugby all over again thanks to kwok, and becuz of kwok i've suffered a couple of cuts. This entries not one for long entry cuz of my fucking headache and i'll make it short.
My friends apparently saw a ghost in the nice nice place of pjc. And its not funny. Go visit my friends blog
"http://percayalahpadaku.blogspot.com/" later. And i emphasize again, this is NOT for the faint hearted. Your opinion of Pjc, might just change once and for all. For me, i've always been skeptical of the supernatural sightings of the school, but this's gotten me thinking. Pretty much.

Laters everyone, i'm off to bed.

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Monday, April 05, 2004

At newton food court. Looking pretty stone me.

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Photo taking after party @ Rav. Note the guys.

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An entire day of sleeping, more sleeping, and more sleep. Very productive if you ask me. And the medicine's wonderful solution for insomnia. Cuz it'll make you fucking drift into dreamland in no time at all. I'm still pretty blurry with the after-effects reeling in deep. Like, this's more or less the feeling of drunkedness- or liminalism; the surreal effect of the conscious against the unconscious- without the side effect of hangover.

Till then, i'm still stuck with this comp without office, so can't really do photos cuz i'm clueless about html without frontpage thank you very much.

So all i can do right now is to entertain you readers with this:

http://f1.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/nokiagalgal/album?.dir=/cb5d

Remember:
Teen drinking, is very bad
But i've got a fake id though.



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Sunday, April 04, 2004

We all have (had) our special someone whom we cling dearly to. Which makes me wonder sometimes if i ever do (will) have such qualities to sustain a relationship, and what it takes to tear that special bond away from that special someone and form a newer, and stronger one. After all, love is selfish. Isn't it?

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Sick with flu+cough+fever.
Dammit.



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Saturday, April 03, 2004

We were having a drunken spar (of words) last night and eugene accused me of being overly nice towards the ladies and thereby neglecting the brotherhood. I tried explaining matters ( which only made things worse actually ) but heck, he insist i did not get the entire point.

Which i honestly didn't. And didn't have an ounce of wish to anyway.

Thank god it was all in the name of good fun. It was all over with a huge laughter, a brotherly hug and lotsa picture taking.

P.s Okok. I'll post the pictures of the crowd drunken once i get from my friend ok. But need a favour. Anyone has XP office CD ? Please kindly call me if you do cuz i just updated my comp but i dont have office. Which is really dumb, honestly.

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Thursday, April 01, 2004

" Everytime you cry
Save up all your tears
I'll be your rainbow
When the sunshine disappears "

Remember?

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This one's entitled: " It's not happening "

As quoted by Steph chua- "Its not happening"

Cuz it's just not happening.
Nothing's happening.
Not my life.
Nor everything around me.
I'm feeling the collapse.
Had a real bad day.
Just been told that i'm ( on the verge ) of being kicked out of school.
Its just not happening.

That aside, had bizarre sightings of apparent lesbianism in school. Was disgusted ( i'm anti lesbianism thank you very much ) and other wise, it was a tiring tiring day. Oh. I fell asleep on the first day of econs lesson. Fuck. What a bad way to start an economic year.

*The old yu was simply irreplacable. Why did yu change?

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