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Tuesday, March 30, 2004 Goo goo dolls-iris And I'd give up forever to touch you Cuz I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cuz sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me Cuz I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me Cuz I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me Cuz I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me Cuz I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am The sinful indulgences explored about P at 3:50 AM [comment] {xoxo} Sunday, March 28, 2004 To one of my bestest pals in school whom i first detested for thinking that you were a (potential) ah lian : Lek Xia yan , whom i've been really close to as a real real friend- HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY :) May all your wishes come true this year! The sinful indulgences explored about P at 3:13 AM [comment] {xoxo} Saturday, March 27, 2004 I'm already feeling a sense of liberation already. :\ The sinful indulgences explored about P at 9:15 AM [comment] {xoxo} Friday, March 26, 2004 Cheeky's was ok. Very nice crowd, though the space around kinda need more improvement. Too crowded and squeezy. And i had this weird experience inside the club, of this ok looking chick, who was following me all around, though she never initiated the wish to dance with me. Don't understand and don't comprehend. I had a very vivid dream last night. Of opening a franchiase of my (Ex) abacus class which i attended when i was young. I was the top student over there! :D haha. that besides the point. The dream was in full colour mode, which is a sight to behold cuz most of my dreams are normally mono-toned. I was discussing business terms with the principal of the abacus centre and talking about the prospectives of everything. Wonder if this's a good omen. "Five for fighting- One hundred years I'm 15 for a moment Caught in between 10 and 20 And I'm just dreamin’ Counting the ways to where you are I'm 22 for a moment She feels better than ever And we're on fire Making our way back from Mars 15…there's still time for you Time to buy and time to lose 15…there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live… I'm 33 for a moment Still the man, but you see I'm a they A kid on the way, babe A family on my mind I'm 45 for a moment The sea is high And I'm heading into a crisis Chasing the years of my life 15…there's still time for you Time to buy and Time to lose yourself Within a morning star 15…I'm all right with you 15…there's never a wish better than this Five for fighting just so smooth, you feel like listening to it over and over again, especially when your heart's so down. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 9:31 PM [comment] {xoxo} Thursday, March 25, 2004 k, they should do more Cip's like today. hahahaha. Shhh. But today's CIP's hour was so easy to get. And i got to know my new classmates more. Even though the host was (rather) liberal, like she walked around her house in her sch u and a fbt, i was tempted to say "this is your house ah!" And afterwards was a simple meal with yokes and canine. One should never drink on a thursday night, but, what the hell. Fuck it. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 6:09 AM [comment] {xoxo} Wednesday, March 24, 2004 Today was a non-productive day. Besides getting a fucking blue form by this bitch of a son teacher WHO HAD DYED HAIR for having DYED hair, i was chided by boh. Very nicely done. And later on some fucking OGL ( J1) had the fucking nerves to even start snidingly bury the j1 retainness with his bullshit. Thanks. It wasn't all that bad, really. Destination hopping was aight. From wonderful food-fare @ Fish&co my favourite seafood arena, to gossip-mongering @ hagan daze. X) It was funny. And sad at the same time. And i realise that eventually, i want to be the one that creates the lingering moments, just as much as they had with my friends. The lasting and memorable ones. Sad one's just too hard to bear. Create new one, and seize the day. Carpe diem. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 5:59 AM [comment] {xoxo} Today was a non-productive day. Besides getting a fucking blue form by this bitch of a son teacher WHO HAD DYED HAIR for having DYED hair, i was chided by boh. Very nicely done. And later on some fucking OGL ( J1) had the fucking nerves to even start snidingly bury the j1 retainness with his bullshit. Thanks. It wasn't all that bad, really. Destination hopping was aight. From wonderful food-fare @ Fish&co my favourite seafood arena, to gossip-mongering @ hagan daze. X) It was funny. And sad at the same time. And i realise that eventually, i want to be the one that creates the lingering moments, just as much as they had with my friends. The lasting and memorable ones. Harping on lurking memories serves no purpose. They only served to sadden your life further, i realised. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 5:43 AM [comment] {xoxo} Today was a non-productive day. Besides getting a fucking blue form by this bitch of a son teacher WHO HAD DYED HAIR for having DYED hair, i was chided by boh. Very nicely done. And later on some fucking OGL ( J1) had the fucking nerves to even start snidingly bury the j1 retainness with his bullshit. Thanks. It wasn't all that bad, really. Destination hopping was aight. From wonderful food-fare @ Fish&co my favourite seafood arena, to gossip-mongering @ hagan daze. X) It was funny. And sad at the same time. And i realise that eventually, i want to be the one that creates the lingering moments, just as much as they had with my friends. The lasting and memorable ones. Harping on lurking memories serves no purpose. They only served to sadden your life further, i realised. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 5:43 AM [comment] {xoxo} Tuesday, March 23, 2004 Hold the reins now. *What is in it for you, IF you get together if her? Is it dearly love, or merely lust? I can't even comprehend you pengcheng, i mean, you don't even KNOW her. And that she's got a million and one suitors, worse than the last one you got together with. It's going to be a hellava ride but let's just take things a step at a time. We've got plenty of time. Two years. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 7:41 AM [comment] {xoxo} Monday, March 22, 2004 I'm freaking lethergic. Like sleepy, tired, all rolled in one. Missed out on a lot of sleep last night. Afternoon naps are so absolutely sinful. Today was a fruitful day though. Bought a couple of tees from stussy flash DC. Later on went on to catch My girl, this thai movie which i thought was reasonably likable considering the amount of effort placed by the TWELVE ( if i'm not wrong ) directors. Woe to the person sitting next to a tired peng cheng. Argh. I drooled. Yes. I was so freaking tired that i fell asleep in the theatre more than 10 times and once, i nearly leaned over to this chick sitting just next to me. And i drooled. ARGH. Damm embarrassing. Freak man when did i pick up the bad habit of drooling?! Tommorrow's gonna be another stupid orientation day. Hope she'll promise to catch a movie with me tomorrow after all e dumb shit. Saw something which didnt really appealled to me, but i know from the start that this was what i would be facing. So fuck it. Like, i'm not even together with her yet so i guess she has her space. Her freedom. Cuz i'm nothing in her beautiful eyes. I'm feeling so miserably weak all over. Having the fucking runs. Argggggggggggggg The sinful indulgences explored about P at 5:24 AM [comment] {xoxo} Friday, March 19, 2004 I'm up bright and early, no particular reasons whatsoever, or most probably to just chat with my darling :P Where did you lovelies enter? Update me on my tag sweetie pies. To all: 3 doors down rock Here's a song i recommand at the moment. "Away From The Sun" It's down to this I've got to make this life make sense Can anyone tell what I've done I missed life I missed the colours of the world Can anyone tell where I am 'Cause now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun again Away from the sun again I'm over this I'm tired of living in the dark Can anyone see me down here The feeling's gone There's nothing left to lift me up Back into the world I've known And now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun That shines to light the way for me To find my way back into the arms That care about the ones like me I'm so far down, away from the sun again It's down to this I've got to make this life make sense And now I can't tell what I've done And now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines to light the way for me 'Cause now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun That shines to light the way for me To find my way back into the arms That care about the ones like me I'm so far down, away from the sun again The sinful indulgences explored about P at 5:32 PM [comment] {xoxo} World! I bought BOOKS! YES! Tan peng cheng brought nice little story books after realising that living life futilely is no good. And that as you can cee hes engrand is nott very teh hood. So must go buy new books. Lelong lelong! Borders having nice nice sales right now! 3 books for the price of 2! 4 paperback for the price of 3! Go get em now! READ MORE LEARN MORE CHANGE THE GLOBE. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 5:52 AM [comment] {xoxo} Thursday, March 18, 2004 Chinablack rocks. And always will. :) Awesome awesome party last night! The crowd just nice, not crowded at all. And most importantly the drinks!woooooot. Best deals ever if you know the organisers man, they pop bottles into that throat of yours meant only other than for the sweet mouth of lovelies. :P (Censored due to obsenities.) Salty mouth tastes the funniest. Really really looking forward to Saturday's party! The sinful indulgences explored about P at 6:22 PM [comment] {xoxo} Wednesday, March 17, 2004 I just realised that my house's a bad place for love-making. No love coach, no nice bath tub, horrible shower smeeeeely bad room. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 5:22 AM [comment] {xoxo} The drizzle. Droplets of rain. Today was beautiful, She was beautiful. Mesmerizing. A pity the chemistry just wasn't there. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 5:05 AM [comment] {xoxo} Tuesday, March 16, 2004 Woke up from falling asleep at the coach, feeling moody all over. Its the irritating-stop-bugging-me kinda mood. Thank god i had no hangovers and had a pretty good sleep the night before. damm. I'm feeling feverish and sick outta the blue. Gotta turn in early. My heart's heavy. I don't want to play this game no further. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 7:00 AM [comment] {xoxo} Monday, March 15, 2004 Strangely, 7 cups couldn't bring me down last night. what. they had water inside it? i was sober for goodness sake. Truly unlike me.Yet, the effects that took on my friends, it was worth the experience. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 8:38 PM [comment] {xoxo} Sunday, March 14, 2004 Lessons in life brought to you by Tanpengchengtm. 1) Never have afternoon naps unless you want to be sleepless in chua chu kang the entire night and be extremely lethegic the next day. 2) Never fall in love simply becuz love sucks. 3) Always believe in Karma. You do good, you get good.Like,i've been nice to my mommie&daddie this couple of days, so the almighty rewarded me with hot babes. 4) Either that you must think you're goddamm attractive.Boost your ego further by dating all the hot chicks that shunned you before. 5)If you don't believe in Karma,cum,your ma, do believe in destiny/fate/god. For special treats comes at special time. Like how girls can tell me they like me all at one shot in a month and on other months my hormones are running at the expenses of the computer screen. bad pengcheng. Really bad. 6) And most importantly, if you took all this words seriously, you've just been PUNK^ED. The most important leson in life: Never take Tanpengcheng seriously when he's fcuking tired/drunk. He's irrational. Enrique Igalesias I'm not in love It's just a faze that i'm going through I'm always looking for something new But don't go running away The sinful indulgences explored about P at 6:35 PM [comment] {xoxo} Saturday, March 13, 2004 The rain's here again. Sweet smell of rain droplets, they fall from the velvet skies, to the bare skins, to the concrete ground. Go on, relish the experience. Embrace mother nature like Adam and eve once did. My brother's departed for Manchester. A place i haven't even stepped upon.I don't want to lie that i don't envy him. Though if i have had the cash (again) it probably wouldn't be the top of the itinery. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 3:02 AM [comment] {xoxo} Thursday, March 11, 2004
Today's blog shall be about bitches. The good bitches, and the fucked up bitches.
Isn't her smile absolutely A.M.A.Z.I.N.G. It charmed my heart. Gosh. She's
3) Girls who read my blog.
Now. You might be absolutely interested to find out, the people whom i
F.Y.I readers. That is shit. No shit. But this is really shit. Bad shit.
Since i'm so fucking sleepy and this kinda bitches ain't worth my time, here are the people whom i think deserves the honourable award of being named bitches. Tired. And my mom's behind me doing her work right now. And she must be
The sinful indulgences explored about P at 7:05 AM [comment] {xoxo} Wednesday, March 10, 2004 I must say i am intrigued! Totally on a cab ride home from orchard, me daphne and darell made this really friendly taxi-driver whom daphne was somewhat initially inclined to name a "loon". He was bursting with energy and spoke with gusto. In no way at all did he said he was a fortune teller at all in the beinning, but he offered to read our fortunes. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 3:07 AM [comment] {xoxo} Tuesday, March 09, 2004 How can a person go out with two persons at the same time? Tsktsk. Naughty bunny. (That's damm tiring and skilleded) Horny bunny's tongtong's naughty( but heart-broken). Horny bunny's reminise's sweet. Fish&co serves the bestest Seafood.And the bestest love songs around. Haha. Two( or the one i always suspected liked me) girls were stalking me(apparently) on the bus today! As if to confirm my suspicion of the girl liking me, all e happy bunny families saw what happened! hahaha. The stupid girls who boarded the same bus with me to orchard, were initially looking into mirrors. What for, you might ask dear readers, might plain college girls be looking into self-centredness? Gently tilted, the mirror was reflected at me! As to have a good view of me. Yes you might agree dear readers, that i was only having a retarded and sinful dream of my own. But no! Immediately( with head bowed real low) I smsed the bunnies sitting 2 sides behind me, who also confirmed the suspicions. :) heh. haahaha. What happened next was totally halirious. They ran over to my side, and happily posed for the mirror! hahaha. cute girls, vain pots. : )= but thanks to them the whole laughable incident was passed. Sometimes, the questions comes from within. And sometimes, the answers can be found from within. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 3:04 AM [comment] {xoxo}
I did promise some pictures didn't i! Hahaha.This is to all my
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18th birthday! :) The sinful indulgences explored about P at 2:56 AM [comment] {xoxo} Saturday, March 06, 2004 The party's over and what's left to salvage of the (almost)wonderful party is most definately the pictures. Will post the pictures up soon enough, but be forewarned that certain pictures were mutually explicit as well as racy as well as extremely disturbing. I'm all worn out physically but the memories left behind were awesome. All special heartfelt thanks Nana: For the cam Farhana+Nana+Lydia: For the choco cake ( even though i did not have a slice of it! ) Sky: For the coolest and most innovative present of them all ( And no, fyi i do NOT need a gf at the moment right now :P ) Eugene: My main man who helped sponser the food and helped set up the fire Vshawn: For the Davidoff present Sarah+Leila:For the present as well as gracing the occasion. Song+Vshawn+Sky(the big men): For the rubbish DUMP! and the sea DUMP. Thanks to everyone else who turned up for the party, really appreciate EVERYTHING :) The sinful indulgences explored about P at 9:47 PM [comment] {xoxo} Thursday, March 04, 2004 Haven't got much to blog lately, there's been too much sadness, too much grief, too much disappointment all around to even let me take a simple breather. My 18th birthday sucked to the core. I hope my party would be much better. Venue: Costa Sands Resort Chalet D05 Time: After 8pm Dress code: Smart Casual For all who are currently residing in this pathetic school called Pioneer Junior College, you'll be probably getting my invitation card/paper actually, for the others who are currently presiding over some other paradises you are all invited to drop by as long as you have a present ready ! :) See ya all this sat. P.s Oh yeah, for all who are in pjc right now, gladly appreciate it if anyone has a nice conventional cam , to lend me take nice pictures tml. Thanks. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 6:47 AM [comment] {xoxo} Tuesday, March 02, 2004 Off Sarah Mclachlan-Angels So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference, escaping one last time It's easier to believe In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness That brings me to my knees Memories seep from my veins Let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight I can't believe that it was the lies that sustained the relationship, never knew you were one of the kind. You misplaced my love for something else, you made me just want to die. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 6:54 AM [comment] {xoxo} Heart shatters. The shimmery lights flicker;the street lamps dim. Soon, wind howls, oblivious to the serenity all around sweeping any along the way. Only the emptiness's left. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 5:49 AM [comment] {xoxo} Thanks for all e birthday greetings once more everyone! :) Really touched . And most amazed is the people whom you hardly talk to and *pop* they wish you the bestest of birthdays. YOU should know whom i'm talking about *smiles* Anyhow. I've complied a couple of thiggies i want for my biggy! Fulfill my wishes or make me die trying! 1) Happy from Clinque. 2) A brand new computer/ Or all my virus says bye bye. 3) Cash! 4) A new bedroom 5) Clay Aikens cds! Prefably-Measure of a man. 6) My family to be much more happier than it is now. 7) My current class 04a05 to be together after the 1st 3 months. Honest-to-goodness i don't hate anyone from our class. You guys are a great bunch :) That's all for e moment! Keep your greetings coming in and whoever's reading this you're invited to come along for my birthday celebration this Sat @ East coast Park Costa Sands , and you had better get your swankyilydoodlado ass up to DA party! The sinful indulgences explored about P at 1:04 AM [comment] {xoxo} Monday, March 01, 2004 Thanks for all e sweet greetings people! People i thought wouldnt care , cared. And thanks specially going out to Lauren&Meishi for calling me! :) And even if there was peace on earth , the battlefield continue to rage on at the front. Thanks Dad, thanks mom, not PARENTS. I'm not allowed to call you parents. Thanks for making me so fucking fed-up, even minutes into my 18th birthday. Thanks. The sinful indulgences explored about P at 8:20 AM [comment] {xoxo} |
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