Sunday, February 29, 2004

12 hours in, turning 18. and i'm getting my life screwed just becuz i forgot to take the key out of the key-hole.

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Indochine was loveliest at the brim of the sullen night. If only, time stood still.

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Listening to : Fallen-Sarah Mclachlan.

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so.

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Saturday, February 28, 2004

Sometimes, looking at certain matters in quirky manners helps in being optimistic.

Like how i really tried being matured over Sarah's breaking up with me . Not to mourn over it like a sadden pussy, but instead to really treat her as a good friend. I tried and i did, successfully. Tonight's outing at indochine ( just to digress a little bit, Indochine is this really lovely new place @ Wisma Atria and the decor is chic.) was really lovely, we're just chatting over many stuff, and she even told me that her friends found me better looking than before ;) . Which got me posing her the question of why she even chose me back then. This was in my opinion, a great step towards monumenting a steady friendship already.

Least to say, I was barred from Devil's bar, and embarassingly bounced , when the legal entry to the bar was 23, and all the bouncer could do was to give me this sheepish smile and turn me away. It was off to Indochine for a bit of catching up, and later on to some club in boat quay called : Bomb for the preview of the match. ( Digressing again, Man u sucks to the core! 1-1 ?! )

It was a technoed club. One i seriously detest. The music really digusted me to the core, and the crowd was terrible( Aunties! and erm short farts.Fat bitches .) But towards the middle, i sat behind the dance podium to "enjoy" the tiu tiu tiu dance movements by the ah beng and ah lian. Strangely enough, it was amusing yes, but the music moved me enough to waddle my hips a little, and gradually, i was head-rocking to the , ( yes gasp please) techno music.

Perharps different entity of people reval in different entities. It is the haven they seek, thus the heaven they create. Its just a matter of perspective , afterall.

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Every household has a taboo word. Like an household filled with toodler, the magically sinful word would consist of hokkien ie: (Cheebye, lan jiao, etc) . Likewise, a household filled with ahbengs and ahlongs will be ( POLICE! MA TA! etc) You get the point.

My unspeakable word at the moment is ( SOCCER ) .

Not even betting you might ask. Nope. That's the ultimate ( if you wanna get banished to the seven depths of hell kinda word.) Its not even taboo anymore.

Ever since the soccer fiasco right last year where i paid for my mistakes dearly, the entire family gets worked up with the slightest mention of the word "soccer". It seems to have a weird connection with the key word " betting" .And immdiately , tempers will rise like the oven is preparing to radiate the chicken with fire.

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Thursday, February 26, 2004

I thought "Honey" was gonna be a lousy show, and the plot was kinda lame ( as it would be with the other movies ) but i thought the dance moves were absolutely slick. Absolutely. Awesome. The kids were like- really coolabeans dudes.

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Top ten Must-do in a toliet ( any toliet, be it the malls;School;parks;handicap's etc. )

1) And most importantly : your business first. You wouldn't think i would be so bored to actually visit the loo FOR FUN ?

2) Be really dumb and take pictures in the toliet ( prefably with girls) like some *ahem girls that i know, for vanity knows no bound.

3) Have sex. Same sex, opposite sex, your business. Not WITH your BUSINESS please. I'm ANTI-SCAT. It's NOT kinky too.

4) Make funny faces. ( Most prefably with the TANPENGCHENG-tm-'s sweetest&cutest smile ) and hope the next avaliable visitor will notice you . Smile at him/her too.

5) Pray that you don't get a bashing up after that.

6) If you have friends, even better. Act Gay/bi. HOld each other's waist/ Do mimicking kisses, hugs,sucks- the more explicit the better. Hope someone notices you and your mates ( Note that in this extend Point 5 no longer applies )

7) Read the creativity so lacking in typical Singaporean found no where but the walls of Singapore Kopitiams/Ulu toliets best for Point 3 .

8) Contribute to the creativity!
Ie: Some sit and think
I come to shit and stink
To do my business
I've seen sizes of all
Both big and small
Its such a wonderful place after all.
Disclaimer: TANPENGCHENG-tm- is NOT responsible for any legal actions taken against the accused party involved.

9)Peer at other OCCUPIED cubicle and start to exclaim nonsensically - Eh wah lan eh my's LONGER and BIGGER than yours! ( In this instance, turn religious . EXTREMELY religious. Point 5 is COMPULSARY ) Good luck.

10 ) Wash your hands and leave the washroom.

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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

I cannot help but continue to profess my innard liking for this blog. Its so apt. So eerily voyeuristic. Its so blog-suitable.

Anyhow. Hows the feeling like, J1 ? The swirling of tummy. Two more nights before the posting of results. How are you feeling? hur hur. Rhetoric question like Cheebyechua would put it. Heh, but this evilness in me cannot help but to dig and poke fun of you peeps whom i know will still love me :) Whatever that comes, i sincerely wish those that had touched my life someway or another ( List ie: Laurenchoyhuayhuay , Meishi , Vicky , Nisa , Pei Ru, Evan, Xuan bin & etc ) all who somewhat come and left an impression on my heart, God will eventually bless of you sweetie pies excellent results. Whatever you receive is pre-destined already, God has an eventual plan for each and every one of you guys. Wherever life brings you to, know that a tiny fragment of my heart will be with you .

I love you guys :) * Sweet Peng cheng's style smile * :)

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Ain't my blog looking absolutely lovely.
Look deep into the eyes of the protaganist, do you think its yourself that peering into the abstractly-ununderstandable world of mine, or could it be a sinisterly mirrored concept of me capturing the every movement of yours?
Seldom do i actually reval about a blog, in a blog. But this's absolutely awesome do you agree. Quoted is this caption " Uncanny Strange Dejavu"
-I was nothing, nothing but shadow of a dream
Subconcious Strange sensation Unconscious relaxation
What a pleasant nightmare And i can't wait to get there again
Every time i close my eyes There's another vivid surprise
Another whole life's waiting.Chapter unfinished.Fading

Dream Theatre:Strange dejavu

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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Hello world!

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